Low Pain Tolerance :(

Something is troubling me.

 I seem to have a much lower pain tolerance than I did before. I am sure my boyfriend is not spanking me any harder than before but yet often I find it is really hurting me, so much that sometimes Im doing everything in power to get off his lap! Now I know discipline spankings are supposed to hurt but it seems that they hurt much more than they did before.... Not suprisingly I am not happy about this! Even when we are only play spanking it sometimes feels really painful.

I can only put it down to a lack of spanking activity since 2010. For a while I rarely got spanked at all, partly due to where I was living and lack of privacy but also I guess I just lost some of my spanking mojo. It has only really been a month or so since we started again, getting on average 2/3 spankings a week. I am just a bit worried that it does'nt seem to be getting any less 'hurty' but I suppose I may need to give it more time. I cannot think what else it may be.... I do remember hearing that you (ladies) are more sensitive to pain according to the time of the month and your hormones although I do'nt think that is the case here as it is the same throughout the month!

I guess the only solution might be more spankings.....I just hope my bottom won't be wimpy forever!

My Blog is back! :)

Yes I have decided to start my blog back up again!

So around 18 months ago I decided to leave the spanking scene for a while due to personal reasons and the fact that my vanilla life demanded my whole attention. Of course I'm still very much a spanko and so the pull of returning to the world of spanking was just to great and I find myself wanting to blog again and share my thoughts and experiences about this thing we do. Hopefully I am allowed back!

When I decided to leave as well as deleting my blog, I also stopped checking my email so if anyone is reading this and sent me an email then I apologise for not replying.

My spanking activities have been quite limited since the summer of 2010 so unfortunately I have no t a lot to share today! I am still in a relationship with my boyfriend and fellow spanko and so am still receiving spankings from him (although sadly 9 months spent living in student accommodation with paper thin walls curtailed that activity for a while but have since moved out so am looking forward to as many spankings as I want! (or don't want :/)). For those of you who don't know my boyfriend and I met in 2009 and have been together since and practise both disciplinary and fun spanking.

Having not even looked at a spanking site in over a year I have spent the past few weeks catching up with whats been going on! My boyfriend and I also attended a local spanking munch last week along with members from British Spanking and met some lovely people. We both wanted to try and meet people as while I have a few online spanking friends to talk too it is sometimes nice to talk in person with others and to not have to hide that part of ourselves like we normally do with vanilla friends and family!

I have also set up a story blog featuring spanking stories I have written after finding them hidden away on a external hardrive of mine :). They were written quite a few years ago and whilst writing is not one of my very few talents I thought I would post them anyway and make my own story collection. They can be found here .. http://spankstories.blogspot.com/

So thats a brief update from me, I promise to post again when I have something more interesting to say!

Happy Spankings